Dreams Do Come True

i can still remember about 2 years ago, me and nazmi were discussing our wedding date. yup, awal gila bincang bila nak kawen, macam bunyi tak sabar giteww. that time we decided nak kawen on 20.12.2012.
konon2 nak tarikh cantik for our wedding. time tu dahla tengah jelus org ramai kawen tarikh 20.10.2010, so kami pon buat keputusan nak kawen on the 20th dec 2012.

but why december? you see, month of december is quite special for me. first, because my birth date is in december, same with my brother, dia pon lahir december so we always end up celebrating it together. second, my parent's anniversary pon in december. so yeah, too many events in december yang membuatkan december is my favorite month! thats why i want my wedding date in december so bad.;p

but that time, talking about wedding was only mere dream. memang tak expect pon nak kawen around that time. yela, belajar pon lambat lagi nak habis (i was in 3rd year that time), duk fikir pasal kawen plak and kalau ikut contract belajar, tak abis final exam lagi masa tu. lagipon sy pk macam tak possible jek nak kawen bulan 12 sebab kat east cost tengah musim tengkujuh bulan 12.but deep down, i always wish for it to come true.

then, last year, me and nazmi got engaged on the 1st sept 2011. yeay, one step closer. and after that, suddenly our mbbs contract ditukar from 5 1/2 years, jadi 5 tahun saje. meaning by the end of october 2012, if i pass my final mbbs exams, sy dah boleh balik mesia for good. that time i was so happy sebab my wish to get married on december might be possible.

but came along few problems afterwards. first, masalah siblings. problem nya sebab adik2 yang blajar oversea tak sama cuti. ajat punya holiday is between december till february. so tak de masalah sgt. tapi adik2 nazmi, 2 org di mesir. and masing2 boleh cuti bulan february jek. so after few times discussing, our parents decided to do our wedding in february 2013. i was so sad actually. see, in feb 2013, i might have started my HO, so of course la time tu dah busy kerje. bila masa plak nak kwen? and kawen in 2013 sangat la tak best. i just hate the number 2013, and my age pon dah 26 by that time. my dream was to get married before 26 okeyhh.haha. so yeah, sedih sgt..tapi dah pasrah dah, terima jela kan keputusan org tua.

selepas dh pasrah and dh register in my mind yg i will get married in february 2013, tiba2 my parents bg kejutan plak. they decided to change the nikah day on the 20th dec 2012 (as i wish for.;p) . you see, my parents knew all along that i want my wedding in december, tapi diorg tak agree sbb memikirkan adik2 nazmi cuti in february, and diorg tak nak buat majlis kawen masa musim tengkujuh. so they know i was so sad. but then after a while, they decided to change the nikah day for me. hehe. so yess people,  my nikah day will be in december,however the reception is still in february so sempat semua adik beradik berkumpul and harap2 time tu dah habis musim tengkujuh. so yey!!

so here i want to announce my nikah day is in 20th december 2012!
save the date people!;p

Top 5 places i want to go.

surely everyone has their own dream places that they wanna go. for me, these are my top choices and i surely hope 1 day i can visit these places before i die. or maybe even better if i can go there for my honeymoon?HAHA.

so my top choices currently,

1) Maldives

beautiful scenery with clear blue water, surely heaven on earth!

and i absolutely love to try snorkelling here tho i doubt i know how to do so.hehe

and nak tinggal dalam resort like this too.

2) Korea

Seriously nak sangat pergi korea 1 day nanti. i dont know why im so fond of korea.;p. nak tengok their culture, nak tengok bandar and lagi untung kalau dapat jumpa mana2 kpop idol.HAHA. and lagi best kalau boleh pergi jeju island jugak. hehe.

this is Jeju Island

this picture plak kat Namsan tower. heee i wanna go there n write my own love letter like this.;p

3) South America

yup, nak pegi south america and most importantly nak pegi tengok macchu picchu at peru.i dont know why but there's something interesting about the world wonder that makes me want to go there. if you dont know what macchu picchu, here is the photos.

4)Japan

of coz, who doesnt want to go to japan?

sangat cantik!

5)Paris

walaupon i dah pergi paris in 2010, tapi masa tu tak cukup masa untuk jalan2 sangat, tak puas lagi meronda2 dalam bandar paris. and i want to go back to disneyland paris.hehe. and this time, i wanna go with my nazmi.tehee..he said his dream vacation is paris, so apa lagi, take me there!

well i guess thats all for now. tak la banyak sangat.heee.semoga satu hari nanti impian akan tercapai.ameen.

-all pictures taken from google-

The Royal Wedding

hello!

here i am, in front of the laptop, streaming the BBC news channel to watch live the wedding of the century (i supposed we can call it that way) of Prince William and Kate Middleton. Gosh me soo excited cause its not an everyday event, its once in a life time experience to see something like this. tho i am not there but watching it live thru internet is good enough.

sangat kagum dengan hubungan cinta diorng. yela, 10 tahun kot diorng bertahan! and william, he is a prince, A PRINCE, yang boleh dapat mana2 perempuan cantik out there but he is still loyal to her. sangat impressive. kate middleton, for the win!

about the wedding, owh what can i say, the wedding dress sangat sangat cantik! not too fancy, but still elegant. white dress with laces around shoulder and lengan. she looks lovely,stunning, gorgeous. not to mention the make up that she did it all by herself. oh org dah memang cantik, apa2 pon still cantik.

haih ni yang buat sy berangan mengarut2 ni. haha. mama, nak horse carriage for my wedding boleh? white horses tau!;p

look at the dress!

owh my, such a fairy tale..sigh..

anyway congratulation to the new Duke and Duchess of Cambridge!

review: blackberry torch vs iphone

helloooo!;D

gedik kan nak buat review2 bendalah ni ehh.haha. ntah macamana tetibe terpikir nak buat review pasal blackberry torch. well actually this review is not specific for torch only, sme BB pon sama je lebih kurang. this review will compare blackberry versus iphone only. saja2 nak buat review, mana la tau kan kalau2 ada nak beli new smartphones and u still dont know nak beli antara dua hp ni. so i hope this review will somehow boleh membantu.

now,first of all, the physical features. for those who doesnt know, torch has both touch screen and qwerty aka keyboard kecik tu. its a slide phone, yang bila korang bukak slide tu then tadaa, kluar qwerty yg cute tuh. ok for me,bg saya yang ske type2 laju2 ni, yang ske type sambil berjalan bercakap ni, typing using qwerty is sooooo much better compared to using ONLY touch keyboard(macam iphone tu). mmg sangat leceh i tell u kalau kena type using touch screen.ini based on experience sebab dulu masa laptop sy tgh rosak, sy pinjam my fren punya itouch tuk online sme tuh and ya Allahh, annoying plis? asyik2 tersalah tekan2. asyik2 typo.T.T. so yeah, org kata kena praktis dulu,lama2 ok la gne kan,tapi sangat tidakkkkk!haha..so nasib baik la torch ni ada qwerty. not only torch,even curve n bold oso. and bagi yang jari2 dia agak2 size besar skit, sila la pakai curve sbb lagi senang nak type memandangkan jarak2 antara each words adalah besar,senang skit nak tekan.

then, one thing i absolutely like about BB, the phone is user friendly in terms of social networking and messaging. i mean, for those yang tau, BB akan slalu keluar automatic notification for every social networking yang u ade eg Fb,twitter, tumbler, email,ym etc. so tak perlu la tiap kali u nak check each application nak tgk ade tak new coming messages, tak perlu. i dont know about iphone. but from what i see, takde rasanye kluar notification macam tu.haha.correct me if im wrong. so for me yang lebih mementingkan penggunaan social networking ni *ok kenapa penting?abaikan*, i find using bb is more convenient.enough said.

coming to applications. so iphone mmg popular dengan applications yang menarik and i admit iphone's applications are more interesting n lagi banyak choices compared to bb. for people yang ske main2 permainan yang comel2 seperti lompat2 katak,or tembak2 lembu or bela2 ikan. yeah iphone is way better then blackberry. because graphic dia lebih cantek n choices apps dia pon lagi banyak. BB pon ade,sapa kata xde. banyak jek actually and the apps are getting better and more features are added regularly. so nnti satu hari nanti mana la tau kot2 apps BB sama taraf ngn iphone,kan? but for me, org yang jenis cepat bosan kalau main game2 ni, those apps are not that important to me.hehe.

Using blackberry, u can access internet 24/7 provided u langgan the internet services la. kalau kat India ni, sebulan just bayar dalam 400 rs = 27rm sahaja! how cheap is that when u can surf anytime u want? boleh download lagu mana2 u want?heh,mmg tak rugi la i ckp! and for iphone pulak, boleh la jugak internet, tapi limited compared to bb. i dont know much, but my fren bayar dlm rs 100 for internet with limited 2G of data plan. so dia sangat la berjimat cermat aka kedekut mengguna internetnye. sangat la tak cool you all kalau tiap kali nak online, u kena berkira2 takut internet habis.HAHA.oh maaf la dening mengutuk skit.;p

as for prices, blackberry are cheaper than iphone. nak2 kalau latest iphone 4 tu,harga jauh lg mahal compared to torch. so sp agak2 bajet hanya sekadar mencukupi, beli la blackberry only. even new blacberry curve 3GS harga dlm rm 1000 *ini last time i check, i dont know the new price now* compared to iphone.even harga itouch pon dah nak sama harga bb curve baru, blom iphone latest lagi tuhh.T.T..for those who value ur money,think carefully okeyh.lol. other than that, of course yang best pasal bb adalah its bbm aka blackberry messenger. bbm ni macam ruang for chatting, but only for bb users only. sapa2 yg ada kenalan yg gne bb jugak,boleh la senang contact with each other. for example now i can contact my bro yg duduk di Aussie tu tak kira ms ikut ske ati jek.lol.klu dulu nak anta sms,mmg la mahal.now, senang boleh contact everytime.jimat pon jimat. senang hidup.

so yeah,itu le serba skit sal bb ni. kalau sape2 terasa berminat nak bli, jgn ragu2,grab it now! can i ask for komisyen from blackberry for promoting you??

till then,taaaaaaa!

10 things i wanna do before i die

so i posted my wish list before and now i wanna talk about things i want to do before i die. u might ask me whats the difference between my wishlist and the things i wanna do before i die. well, my wish list is something i can achieve in the future, IF i have the money and work for it too. but the list in 'things i wanna do before i die' is just purely imagination and surely not something achievable pon! u might laugh at my list but who cares.;p.

now lets begin..

1) my top of list isss...spending 1 whole day with my japan idol, Yamashita Tomohisa aka Yamapi! owh my, if i ever got the chance to do so, i might as well die the next day.haha! well my close friends surely know my love towards yamapi. he is the only artist that i adore for the longest time. and the thing is, i dont even know why i like him sooo much. true enough he can sing,dance,act, yada yada but still, nape ntah suka sgt macam xde dah artis lain lagi hebat.haha.owh i wish i can go to japan and meet him one day.

if only he is a medical student at my place, i swear i wont skip class, EVER.;p

2) next top of my chart is i want to be in a girls group idol.hakhak! told u this is purely my dream. but hey everyone can be a dreamer.;p. but why do i want to be in a girls group such as SNSD(most popular girls group in korea) ? because they are popular ,of course. and because they are popular, they travel alot, all around the world. its like you are enjoying yourself but at the same time, u get money for doing so. whats more satisfying than doing the job u love and enjoyng yourself at the same time.owh i wishh..

3) have my own private jet and fly it myself. when i was a kid, i wanted to become a pilot. for me, it is a cool job, and it is more cool if u'r a female pilot.

4) a vacation to the outer space! if only im a billionaire. pfffttt.

5) have my own island paradise. when im tired or when im sick of the busy and populated world, i can just spend my time at my own private island with my family. my island of paradise with dolphins playing around, drinking coconuts, laying back on the beautiful beach, the smell of the sea, the enchanted scenery.. owhhh...paradise..

6) my own shopping mall. so that i can just go down to my mall if im short of clothes and pick any dress to wear. owh my mall must have all the top designer boutiques.and if im tired of my clothes, i can just resell it with discounts.if only this is real, im the happiest person in world.;p

7) sky diving. i dont think im brave enough to do so, but if i get the chance, why not?

8) own a Lamborghini sport car.

something like this will do.;p

9) own a cute dog. i know its prohibited in Islam but seriously i think dogs are cute. true enough, i like dogs more thn cats. they are loyal and playful. everyone knows that.

10) road tour all around the world, by car. starting from malaysia, up to thailand, China, then Russia. sumpah then xnak naik keta sampai bila2 dah.lol

if only the dreams do come true. now i want my own fairy god mother that can fulfill my wishes.haha.ok dh mengarut.>.<

till we meet again,byebye!

my wish list!

dah dekat sebulan tak update blog. blame the laptop yang tibe2 nak rosak plak. n lucky me yang tinggal di incredible india ni, xboleh baiki my laptop yet sebab xde bahan2 yg diperlukan di sini.(ayat dah macam resepi masakan plak). kalau nk baiki,kena tunggu april next year masa balik malaysia.pffftt! tapii, now dah ade laptop baru.yey! not mine la, nazmi punya. dia bg pinjam sementara nk tunggu sy balik malaysia next year. heee..

owh back to the topic. tadi tengah kemas2 barang tibe2 terjumpa my wish list hidup yg sy penah buat duluuu. kelakar plak tengok balik my wish list ni. bercorak2 konon abis cantek la buat wish list ni. siap ada jangka masa pendek and jangka masa panjang! sumpah malu kalau ada org len jumpa.;p. but now terasa nak list down balik the wish list.(but some points maybe filtered due to menjaga maruah diri.hahaha)

JANGKA MASA PENDEK

1)ade wish lish.LOL

2)sony camera (done!)

3)smartphone/blackberry (gonna get this soooooooonn...;p..-update:DONE)

4)naik hot air balloon (done! masa pergi Egypt back in 2009)

5)kumpul perfume(now stick to one perfume only,tak terasa nak kumpul dah pon.so plan terbengkalai)

6)bungee jumping(soo gonna do this one day nnti)

7)starcruise vacation

8)Europe trip (done! march 2010)

9)Disneyland (done! march 2010)

10)polaroid camera (been thinking bout this for a while. org len sibuk nak pakai dslr, sy nk polaroid plak.;p)

JANGKA MASA PANJANG

1)finish travel to all 7 wonders of world ( so far dh pg Taj mahal, Pisa, Colloseum, Pyramid..nk tgk great wall of china plak plis?)

2)finish MBBM without sangkut mana2 paper.ameen.

3)specialist ( akan difikirkan kemudian2 nanti.)

4)nak suami best!waakakka.;p

5)take care of my parents

6)properties (car,house,etc)

7)pg honeymoon to several places!;p

8)kumpul duit byak2 n travel lagi,honeymoon lagi,n shopping byk2.LOL

okeyh thats all.taaaa!;p

nak buat specialist ape yek?

so people *read: my family,cousin2,sedara mara,kawan ayah,kawan mak,bla bla bla* keep on asking me nk buat specialist ape eh bila dah keja nanti? pakcik makcik sme,saya belajar nak jadi general doctor pon belum abis lagi,ada lagi 2 tahun lagi, mana la saya nak fikir pasal specialist2 tu lagii..hurmm..step by step dulu leh tak. buat masa ni mari kita concentrate nak abiskan 5 years course ni dulu.

ok,sbenarnye tak dela tak fikir langsunggg..ada jek kadang2 tu cam pk,aku ni nak jadi doctor apee?takkan nak jadi MO biasa jek?tak nak ambik specialist ke?*tapi bila pk azab kena study tu,perghhhh terus cam tak best. eh eh.*

so these are my options, jadi mari kita nilai satu2 yek,mana satu yang best!

1) OBG/O n G/obstetrics and gynecology

so my top choice sejak zaman dahulu kala lagi sudah tentu mau jadi doctor pakar sakit puan. kenapa yek?well dulu ingat lagi,masa sy darjah 2 kot,my teacher penah cakap kat sy,nanti bila sy besar sy kena jadi doc pakar sakit perempuan sebab dia kata zaman sekarang, doc sakit perempuan sme laki jekk.so malu la perempuan2 nanti. so sejak tu la sy dah terkait dengan bidang sakit perempuan ni and lama2 jadi macam minat.

tapi,kenapa eh kalau time lecture obg jek,mesti la rasa mengantuk?kalau tak mengantuk pon,mest rasa busan.haish,kenapa eh?kata minat,tapi time lecture tak best la plakk. hurmmm,ni kena fikir balik nih!

2) surgery

yeps,sukaaa jadi surgeon jugakk. uish macho kot kalau perempuan jadi surgeon??hahaha. have u ever watched any of grey's anatomy's episode??yeps, they are all surgeons and if u know dr bailey?she is my idol.ewah ewah.sbb ape?sebab dia surgeon,tapi dia pendek.wahaha.*ye s pendek tettt.T.T*.so kalau tengok dia buat surgery,mesti dia berdiri atas bangku.so sapa kata org pendek tak leh jadi surgeon???ceh!hahaha..anyway,thats not my point. i wanna be a surgeon because its interesting,just that! compared to being a medicine doc,surgeons are way more adventurous. ko boleh bukak abdomen org,boleh jahit2,boleh explore human body,etc.;p.tapi masalahnyeeee nak jadi surgeon anatomy harusla tiptop!heh,tak suka tak sukaaa...tapi itu bisa diatur.kenala rajen membaca kan?tapi nak jadi rajen tu yang susah.hurm.however,ade 1 thing yg leh demotivate me, i cant stand tengok darah2 tulang2 yang terkeluar dari badan ke,or luka besar terkoyak muscles ke,ape2 je la.rasa ngeri sgt2!huhu.camne eh?meybe with years of training,rasa tu boleh subside kot.hopefully.

3) oncology

tak tahu la nape terasa oncology macam best.padahal sebenarnye ambik oncology lagi mencabar because u have to deal with severely ill cancer people,people waiting for their *death sentence*,no cure,short life expectancy, etc etc.how sad is that huh?even my autie, my closest autie,whom i love so much, jugak dah meninggal sebab cancer.meybe,thats the reason kot sbab pe oncology is on my list.meybe because of her.

4) psychiatrist

dealing with org gila,nanti aku pon leh jadi gila.haha. tapi macam best la.plus plus jadi psychiatrist tak yah nak tengok darah sepanjang masa.big point for that!

anyhow,im still thinking of other choices also besides above.

ni sme hanyala my top choices jek buat masa ni,

tapi mana la kita tau ape akan jadi in the future kan.

yang penting now,abis kan my MBBS dulu,ye wajib!

pastu kawen!eh eh.;p

ok la,adios amigos.;D

IF..

im so bored that i came up with this entry.im supposed to study since im in the middle of exam week, but well im in no mood to study right now. juz looking forward for the upcoming holiday, back to malaysia where i belong.yeay!! countdown :: 7 days from now!*wink wink*

ok,back to my entry post. today i wanna list down few thicgs that came up in my mind, things which i consider to be a dream *dgn kata lain berangan* ,IF i have children in the future. this entry is soo random, even me myself dont know why i suddenly thought of this things.LOL.

now it goes;

1) if one day i have a child, i wanna be the best mother one could ever which for. i want to give best love n education to my child,with endless support n care. i dont want to become a busy woman which neglect their children n juzt give them money. for me, money plays a big role BUT money isnt everything in life. i want them to remember me for being a supportive mom n a caring mom.

2) i have this one desire, of wanting to read a bed time stories to my children. i know Malaysian dont do this kind of stuff. even my parents never did this to me. i believe reading bed time stories to them will generate a good mental health to our children, so why not we do it? if i dont have time, i will ask my husband to do it for me.;-)

3) i want to start save money for my children. i mean for example each month, ill bank in some money for them. its for their future u know. we dont know what happens in the future,so better play a safe game here. maybe its for their education,who knows. i will save some,my husband will save some money also.owh, i think my children are soo lucky to have me.;p

4) exclusive breastfeeding for 6 months at least! haha..yeah i know,kindda weird talking bout this. but hey, we learned in community medicine the importance of this for the children's health!

5) i wanna spoil my children,but in good way of coz. i mean, ill give them anything they want, but not exactly everything. ah, i dont know how to explain. i juz dont want them to have any regrets when they grow older.thats all!

6) i dont want to scole my children, instead i want to teach them in psychological way. i think that works better rather than raising ur voice. i hate it if people do that to me, so i dont want my children to feel the same way too.

7) i want to dress them up nicely! yeahhh, i love watching cute kids well dressed by their parents. at least we know that the parents not only taking care of themselves,but also their children. because i always observed people, they wore branded stuff n their children?selekeh!no no i dont want to be like that.

8) i want to send them to music classes, or ballet classes, or anything which they'r interested. i dont want my child to be boring,nerdy child. let them have fun, but in the same time, make sure their education are not neglected.

thats all i can think of now. will update later if theres any modification or addition.hehe,

till then,tata.;p

my fairytale

boleh tak once in a while,nak berangan kawen2 macam fairytale? teetttt! tolong la,skali skala ke?padahal sokmo2 okeyh.hahaha. anyway, smlm baru tgk 1 video perkahwinan anak billionaire kat Malaysia. omg,sangat sangat gorgeous! ske sgt dia punya concept, nak nak plak time 'bersiram' tu. wahhh, concept dia dah macam goddess2 okeyh. yang penting ada 2 org laki HOT yang tolong tarik kereta sorong pengantin tu.LOL.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa jeluz nyeeeee..;-(..mau jugak bleh?hahaha..okeyh,sudah la..berangan jek..lets enjoy the video.kalau u guys tak jeluz,mmg la tatau nk cakap pa dah.hehe.

n i want pre wedding shoot like this also.hahaha!tgk,berangan lagik!

okeyh x jumpa plak vid time dia bersiram bagai tuh. jumpa ni jek..layannnnnn

the recepion..owh wehh sgt glamorous tau..

this one i think the pre-wedding shoot..so sweettt..;-)

okeyh, mari berangan kawen.teheee~

till then,tata.=p