A Women's Dream

something that i always tell nazmi.hakhak!

my doctor once said, if you want to witness how do man gives birth, go to orthopaedic department. ;p

The Best Feeling Ever Is

having someone to talk to when you are down..

knowing someone loves you and misses you..

having to wake up from a deep sleep, knowing there's someone out there is dreaming about you..

knowing someone is thinking about you and you are thinking about him too..

not having to pretend in front of each other..

feeling safe because you know he will always be there for you..

knowing you can trust each other..

knowing you want to be a better person for him..

the best feeling ever is LOVE.

Top 5 places i want to go.

surely everyone has their own dream places that they wanna go. for me, these are my top choices and i surely hope 1 day i can visit these places before i die. or maybe even better if i can go there for my honeymoon?HAHA.

so my top choices currently,

1) Maldives

beautiful scenery with clear blue water, surely heaven on earth!

and i absolutely love to try snorkelling here tho i doubt i know how to do so.hehe

and nak tinggal dalam resort like this too.

2) Korea

Seriously nak sangat pergi korea 1 day nanti. i dont know why im so fond of korea.;p. nak tengok their culture, nak tengok bandar and lagi untung kalau dapat jumpa mana2 kpop idol.HAHA. and lagi best kalau boleh pergi jeju island jugak. hehe.

this is Jeju Island

this picture plak kat Namsan tower. heee i wanna go there n write my own love letter like this.;p

3) South America

yup, nak pegi south america and most importantly nak pegi tengok macchu picchu at peru.i dont know why but there's something interesting about the world wonder that makes me want to go there. if you dont know what macchu picchu, here is the photos.

4)Japan

of coz, who doesnt want to go to japan?

sangat cantik!

5)Paris

walaupon i dah pergi paris in 2010, tapi masa tu tak cukup masa untuk jalan2 sangat, tak puas lagi meronda2 dalam bandar paris. and i want to go back to disneyland paris.hehe. and this time, i wanna go with my nazmi.tehee..he said his dream vacation is paris, so apa lagi, take me there!

well i guess thats all for now. tak la banyak sangat.heee.semoga satu hari nanti impian akan tercapai.ameen.

-all pictures taken from google-

Taking videos

hello dear blog,

harini saya kebosanan. okeyh, sepatutnya tak bosan sebab sepatutnya busy menyiapkan slides for my seminar.zzzzzz. but now saya dah siap my seminar and i've been wasting my time dari tadi duk tengok videos2 in youtube.

and tiba2 terasa macam nak buat video banyak banyak! like an everyday video about my life.chewah. sebab macam best jek ada video kan? nanti bila dah tua2 then boleh tengok balik semua videos2 tu.hehe. tapi nak ambik video tiap2 hari di india ni memang tak de masa la kan. sibuk pergi kelas and all.

so i have decided nanti balik malaysia, saya nak ambik banyak2 videos especially when kuar dating with nazmi.yey! it doesnt matter whether that videos about our activities, or about 'boyfriend tag' or 'question and answer tag' macam kat youtube tu. if you dont know what i mean, pegi search di youtube now. yup, thats what im going to do nanti. cant wait!yey.

and nanti after kawen pon, or bila dah ada anak pon, saya nak ambik video everyday so that boleh jadi kenangan sampai bila2. ala2 macam video diaries cmtu. best nye!

so that is my new ermm hobby?hhahaa..i dont know what to call it, but yeah, cant wait to go back to malaysia and ambik byk2 videos with nazmi.

if saya rajin, i'll post it here. if not, biarla jadi kenangan sendiri2 jek.tehee..

till then, bye2.

after 2 months

holla dear blog,

ketemu lagi kita ye. lama gila x update pasal my life. nothing much pon, same ol same ol. now im in emergency posting. tiap hari duk kat casualty. tp this week macam xde apa sgt, patient pon tak ramai, except tdi when a man came with cardiac arrest. then after resuscitate pon still xberjaya and he died. guess what, it is suicide. dia hanged himself. sbb ape pon tatau. biasala org local sini, threshold nak bunuh diri tu sangat rendah.haih.. ah tiba2 teringat muda laki tadi.urghh, xskeee.huhu.

owh ya, tadi i took hpv vaccine shot.tehee. sebab cost for hpv vaccine sini sangat murah compared to malaysia. if kat malaysia, dalam rm300 per shot, kat sini lebih kurang rm 100 only. so baik buat kat sini kannn. lagipon vaccine ni tahan for 30 years!bagus2..but now sakit tangann. adusss. nak angkat tangan pon tak boleh. nak gerak2 tak boleh. rasa macam contraction lebih kat tangan ni.huhuhu.sabar jelaaa...

other than that, im counting days untuk balik malaysia.weee!another 4 weeks. tatau la kenapa this time rasa sangat2 tak sabar nak jumpa nazmi.hihi. dah lama start countsown nak balik tau. sejak 2-3 bulan lepas dah. sangat sangat tak sabar please. gosh to think that this is my last holiday before my final mbbs exam sangat menakutkan. haishh. btw, my 2 good friends emma n ilot dh selamat jadi doc! diorng dah pass their final exam.so proud of them!jelus pon ada.hahaa.takpe nirna, sabarr. your time will come soooon!yang penting belajar rajin2 dulu.hukk.

its me and him masa our engagement day.;-)