Friday, June 29, 2012
so if you guys dont know, im in my final year of medical school! and my final, like the most final exam to determine you to be a doctor is in september, which is like another 3 months from now!
fyi, i still dont know how to study for the exams. like seriously this is the most un prepared exams ever! i know, like crazy! gila apa dia ni nak final medic tapi x prepare..hukhuk..i still dont have any planning yet for the exams. usually i will come up with a plan of how to study, but this time tak de! and im so scared !!!
with the new system implemented on us, i just dont know if i can do it in the finals. the format is so different from the normal format that we usually did for the past 4 years, and that is the most scariest part. i dont know if i manage to answer the question paper or not in coming exams.hukhuk...
ok,ini la keluhan hatiku buat masa ni..haha...doakan semoga i lepas my exams please! i dont want to extend my stay in india ni..huuuu.....please please pray for me. thank you!!!
Monday, June 25, 2012
do u often get jealous when somebody talks to your partner, or joking around with him?
is it because you love them that u get jealous? or is it because you dont trust them and feel insecure?
i know guys tend to feel anoyed kalau kita asyik nak jealous memanjang. but why?because they will interpret our jealousy as not trusting them! but i guess its true, we feel jealous sbb kita takut our partner 'tersuka' orang lain, or 'terselesa' berkawan dengan org lain which eventually terjadi la kisah kayu 3,4,5..etc.. tapi why must this feelings ada in the first place?
for me, i do get jealous sometimes, like once in a while. but then, slowly those feelings menghilang, sebab ape? because i trust him so much! and i know him to the core, and i know he wouldn't do things to hurt me. for example, ada org nak berkenalan with him. first thing he did was, he will tell me yg ada org nk menggedik with him.haha. yes, he is that jujur. and second thing, i knoww that nazmi will not layan that girl, why?because i trust him. simple as that. no explanation needed. then how do you think we survived this long distance relationship for years if its not because of trust?
besides, nazmi is not like those guys yang bila ada gf jauh2, berlagak macam single. bila org tanya dah ada gf?mengaku tak de so that saham tak jatuh.(pfft..ckup annoying lelaki macam tu)..no, he is not like that. even masa dekat kolej pon, all of his classmates tahu the gf is in india. lagi satu, kenapa sy nk jealous?? amboi nak perasan my bf ni hensem sgt ke? di gilai ramai ke sampai nak rasa jealous bagai?haha..
but sometimes, i cant help it. that jealous feelings tetap ada kadang2. but its not because i dont trust him, nooo..its just that i dont like it if perempuan lain menggedik2 with him. biarla sy sorng jek yang dia layan, jangan nak mengada layan perempuan lain. bukan tak percaya kan dia, just tak suka. thats it! so guys need to understand this. we cant control our feelings, its not like we ask for being like this. guys must understand that girls are sensitive human being. especially if it involves the person that we love most.( and also especially if time pms, goshh..buat salah skit mmg silap la. terus semua perasaan tak best timbul).
so yeah, my point is girls must stop being unnecessarily jealous towards your partner, and men also should stop doing things yg boleh menimbulkan jealous seperti melayan perempuan lain. ape, tak penat ke layan sorang perempuan,ni nak layan banyak2 perempuan lagi kan?hehe..
thats all my mumble rumble this morning. til then,bye.
Saturday, June 16, 2012
Say hello to my cutie pies! hihihi ok no,i lied. only one of them is mine,
guess which one?;p
cant wait to have my own ..... (eh?)
me : tgh wat ape
him : tgh buat susu for baby
me: tgh buat ape
him : baru lepas mandi kan baby
me: tgh buat ape
him : tgh tgkkan baby sbb baby nangis
Thursday, June 7, 2012
hello hello people!
so last week me and my friends keluar ke orion Mall,mall baru di Bangalore ni.
well tak de la baru sangat, tapi baru la jugak and masing2 pon tak pernah pegi lagi. we went there hari sabtu after class,padahal next week nya ada exam medicine practical.hehe.
niat mulia bila kluar aritu just tuk spend masa sama2 and jalan2 cuci mata jek. dah berjanji dah dengan diri sendiri tak boleh shopping sebab i need to start saving. tapiii, niat tak tercapai! aritu i jumpa this high heels yang cantik sangat. tak boleh nak resist. i was so tempted nak beli. siap tunjuk gambar kat my parents and diorng pon cakap cantik and suruh beli.so apa lagi,dah dapat kebenaran terus beli!haha..walaupon agak mahal,tapi worth it!
me with sheilala, baz, ira n nadiot.
motif? hehe..ni tengah makan dessert at tuscano. nyums!
sebenarnya malas nak uplode gambar banyak2 sangat pon.
kalau nak tengok macam mana mall di india, tengok je la video bawah ni.haha. but let me warn you, excuse our gedikness.;p